This grief is for the feeling of not being sufficient to achieve. The purpose might not be to actually achieve. This time it is to know if at all my capabilities are able enough to reach the desired end. The driver is the intention to overcome the guilt of incompetence. I know testifying would need investing lot of time.
Truth remains in my conscience. What that would be at the end is not what I want from my life. This is the rush of wants which others want. Impact of surroundings is the reason of wants. Still I want it. Be it for the impact or be it for the need to overcome the culpability.
And then I say how much fun it will be to achieve and then moving over without accepting? Need a word more precise than ‘funny’ to beat the situation? HaHa!! It is easy to talk big and to try to prove you don’t care but what if you are actually mad over certain issues.
Oh dear.. Why can’t you make a final decision before moving ahead?? Why are you always so confused…??
Wish i could battle my confusions......
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