Strength i have gained,
For the times my heart pained.
For the times my heart pained.
Things i have learned,
That shall remain as a treasure earned.
Ahh I m tired of learning so many definitions and of keeping up pace with their consistently changing metaphorical meanings. Meanings are changing with altering aaj and kal’s. How was love defined for me and the way I feel about this fairy tale expression today. Friendship was just a simple word for me and what do my friends mean in the present day. Why when at school I wanted things which now don’t value me. Definitions of priorities are becoming dense day per day. Good is that I have a “forever” factor in relations I share with many a good people.
Who call me just when I need to talk about something :)
Who remind me of an exam which otherwise I would have missed for sure ;)
Who have the power to make me sad when I m in the best of my moods and to make me happy when the frame of mind has no defined coordinates :O
Who see those tears only when I wanted to hide them from every one and not when I earnestly want them to get noticed :P
Now don’t expect me to keep listing down these stupid things though I m sure I can end up writing pages if I m patient enough, which of course I m not :P
I still remember those days when nastiest enemies were my own closest friends. Enemies they became because they could score half a mark more in a math paper. Many things have changed. I’ve seen the best becoming worse and the pits becoming overwhelmingly great. It was sometimes jovial, on whiles embarrassing, occasionally depressing, and at times funny. It was all for my good, as both, the bright and the gloomy episodes, helped me establish my thoughts. All in all, just another brick in the wall. The wall that made me indifferent for many things.
And I may be in some fantasy world today feeling the righteousness in my beliefs; still I don’t want to make a dictionary with all new or altered definitions. Changes I know will definitely keep visiting with or without invitations, for there are obviously a few unstable things at present which I am sure will be steady with time.
Who call me just when I need to talk about something :)
Who remind me of an exam which otherwise I would have missed for sure ;)
Who have the power to make me sad when I m in the best of my moods and to make me happy when the frame of mind has no defined coordinates :O
Who see those tears only when I wanted to hide them from every one and not when I earnestly want them to get noticed :P
Now don’t expect me to keep listing down these stupid things though I m sure I can end up writing pages if I m patient enough, which of course I m not :P
I still remember those days when nastiest enemies were my own closest friends. Enemies they became because they could score half a mark more in a math paper. Many things have changed. I’ve seen the best becoming worse and the pits becoming overwhelmingly great. It was sometimes jovial, on whiles embarrassing, occasionally depressing, and at times funny. It was all for my good, as both, the bright and the gloomy episodes, helped me establish my thoughts. All in all, just another brick in the wall. The wall that made me indifferent for many things.
And I may be in some fantasy world today feeling the righteousness in my beliefs; still I don’t want to make a dictionary with all new or altered definitions. Changes I know will definitely keep visiting with or without invitations, for there are obviously a few unstable things at present which I am sure will be steady with time.
I wish I meet only those winds of change which bring nothing more than pleasure and satisfaction and rest be obstructed by the walls built along the learning phases of life.
My mellowness shall reflect all dismal clouts.
AMEN
nice one... straight from the heart with a tinge of nostalgia..
ReplyDeleteNice.. Encompasses the idea of "Subjectivity & Life"..!! And yeah its not definitions that change.. Cause one tiny thing can have a million different meanings.. It is the perspective that changes..!!
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